still looking
still have not found it
i will tell you when i have
only then will know
Tag: creative – writing
Telephone Friends – Written November 1994 (Aged 19)
people who understand me
strangers, from a strange reality
giving me nonsense
and total insanity
Deep Romance – Written Thursday 28th October 1994 (Aged 19)
i hate watching people
when i know i have hurt them
they plague my sleep
i feel so bad,
guilt cuts so deep
Close to Me – Written November 1999 (Aged 24)
Close to Me close to me close to you faraway from home close to the soul close to the bones … More
Mrs Smith – Written April 2006 (Aged 31)
mrs smith
i have to tell you
that your daughter
was not ill –
in the way you think
Too Late – Written Friday 31st March 2006 (Aged 31)
it is too late
i have walked out on you
and as i closed the door
you did not hear the final sound
Enjoying the Year – Written December 1994 (Aged 19)
everyone enjoyed the year
some people made it
some slipped on their tears
everyone said it was good
Secrets (Originally Untitled) – Written December 1994 (Aged 19)
got to get things done
so many secrets to tell
so many times we have fell
thinking slowly,
holding onto thin air
Suffocating (Originally Untitled) – Written August 2005 (Aged 30)
if i pushed someone away
it was only because they said things
that just were not true
i didn’t mean to hurt them but the hurt i felt –
when someone just cannot see your point of view
The Absolute Crush of Expectation (Originally Untitled) – Written Friday 12th August 2005 (Aged 30)
it sickens me
that i cannot hold them
and tell them, it is okay
i feel ashamed
and there is not much to say