My Eyes Are Heavy – Written Thursday 2nd February 2012 (Aged 36)

My Eyes Are Heavy my eyes are heavy the heaviest – that they have ever been i am surprised – … More

Emotions More Able – Written Thursday 2nd February 2012 (Aged 36)

this week has changed gear
by and large
with the clutch engaged
but there is a long way to go

Remembering – Written Thursday 2nd February 2012 (Aged 36)

suddenly,
i realise there has been a period of time
where i had not thought about it
i had not thought about mum’s death

What Would She Say Now – Written Thursday 2nd February 2012 (Aged 36)

i think deeply about her
but i do carry on
and i try not to collapse
even though i still cry

They Want Me To Believe – Written February 2012 (Aged 36)

the world,
sometimes it feels as if –
it is fully of people –
convinced by their own lies

I Think of You – Written Wednesday 1st February 2012 (Aged 36)

I Think of You i think of you and that is, how it is because, you do not appear but … More

Oh… It Is a New Day – Written Wednesday 1st February 2012 (Aged 36)

panic…
but then the day arrives
and my mind settles
clinging to a cup of tea

Maybe It Is True – Written Tuesday 31st January 2012 (Aged 36)

i heard that someone –
ended up on their back
wondering,
when will that person come back

My Brain Got Derailed – Written Tuesday 31st January 2012 (Aged 36)

my leaning tower need not collapse
and i think i left them at the the station
but i cannot go back

Nan’s Hugs and Kisses – Written Tuesday 31st January 2012 (Aged 36)

the children,
they will never know you
never call you nan
come over to stay
or hold your hand