they wear their, ‘dragged up’ –
like some baggage of normal
their – life trauma
like beautiful fauna

we have to live next door
to the consequences –
of his life choices
the unregulated behaviour

i know what it means
when people have lost trust
when they will not feed you
and your confidence begins to rust

it is fashioned
like something so dogmatic
and over time,
i have lived to the idea of being pragmatic

in different ways
now they have both vacated
my future days

pronouns, nouns and verbs
as if the world has stood still
and this, ‘modernity’, is absurd

it felt cool and calm today
relaxed
like the code for the alarm
was known and understood