i had seen enough that day
going out, far away
crept with friends
and those –
who see themselves as weird

and i am going to build –
a spaceship
an eggbox rocket

they used to be together –
all the time
but that was so long ago
and it did not last

If You Care moving out of time trying to find – a little space trying so hard watching it all … More

take away my magic
show me what you know
i am so lost
show me where to go

Missed i miss all my friends they were taken away but the world – on the other side does not … More

i am saving you so much hurt in the long run
i am trying to give you respect,
with a little honesty
and feeling special, well it is feeling special
you cannot feel, ‘half special’
it is like, ‘almost exactly’

so listen for the dead
they are always crawling about
they come out,
from the under the bed
to make you screams and shout

find something now –
to fill up your life
barren womb
no child to be born
a soul at the end of its cord