Forbidden – Friday 27th November 1998

Forbidden 

i am sitting here
looking at four walls 
that might as well be bare
i am sitting here
always naked in your stare 
i am sitting here 
i cannot reveal how i feel 
none must know how much i care
i am sitting here
with feelings that cannot be shared
i am sitting here
with many thoughts of you 
feeling, just a little scared
and not knowing what to do 
know really, i can do nothing 
i am sitting here
trying to forget these feelings
but for once, my memory is strong 
i am sitting here 
looking at four walls 
memories of you are near
this is situation is so cruel