Self Worth Issues – Written March 2009 (Aged 34)

Self Worth Issues

am i worthy of affection
could i just carry on
screwing up my direction
lost in darkest pools
trying to comprehend my life
examining crooked rules
am i worthy of this
of you
of what you offer
self worth issues
creep to my surface
they bubble and boil
i just need to give myself a break
easier, much easier
to screw things up
to have no direction
in and out of emotions
and emotional situations
am i worthy of this
of you
of your magical feelings




James Garratt – March 2009


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