you never really –
wanted me around
although,
that is not what you used to say
i should have said something
but i am starting anew today

the day was coming alive
all the people from the night before
still really hurt
as they opened their front door
and headed out for work

i could never imagine you
if i could,
i could never imagine it would be
the couple they said
would always be together –
are now unfinished,

it is a dirty old world
where can bathe in acid rain
and choke to death –
on the atmosphere

they say, it is a lesson in life
they say, i will learn
but what does it matter
right now i just hurt
hurt so bad
mind so mad

some are good
you know –
some tell lies
for some-
the world is slow

i could tell you a story
but,
it would be too sad to tell
i could write you a song
but that would be sad as well

saying things
you never really mean
sitting quietly
head hung in regret
escape back to reality

i am going to give it everything
just to try and make it work
however, it will either be regret,
or plain hurt