Jar On The Shelf i am only trying to save myself from being – that jar on the shelf full…

there was a time when i thought –
i was going to fail
when you saying, ‘i love you’,
would be my holy grail

labels, labels, labels
in fact,
i am not that keen
horror, horror, horror

they have cradled insanity
like selfishness loves to embrace fools
they have been pushing –
the pram of madness up and down

because i saw you –
disturb the water with your hands
i would walk across lilies
just to understand

the absolute truth in me –
remains elusive
i saw the sadness in their words
the idea that we could be exclusive

i can see the past
the one,
i once made in the shed
the i cradled in a winter bed

People Like Lightbulbs people like lightbulbs not yet lit or is that, not yet turned on? some not really here…