they are broken up inside
everyone sees their silent cries
and hears their loud lies
felons in lace come to live in the empty space
The Bell Rings – Written August 2006 (Aged 31)
the comments
about friends and family
i have had my name
dragged through the mud
i have had my very being questioned
in the name of blood
Losing Faith Part 2 – Written December 1992 (Aged 17)
losing faith in the world we are living on
losing faith in everything i have got
a distorted reality exists in my head
i am afraid of living not being dead
Something to Remember – Written August 2006 (Aged 31)
i can push back harder
i can be more spiteful
i can be more petty
i can be more cruel
and i am not proud of that
but it is a fact
Defence – Written December 1992 (Aged 17)
i washed my cage
but i cannot be free
can i be what i want to be?
Relief – Tuesday 22nd August 2006 (Aged 31)
relief
in spades
last for days
never expected
to feel this way
An Egotistical Fool Girl – Written December 1992 (Aged 17)
i was down town
talking to a good looking girl
when i had to pop her head
all because it started to swell
Lazy Window Eyes – Written Thursday 18th August 2006 (Aged 31)
roll down –
those lazy window eyes
scrub clean –
those dirty sunshine skies
Planet Thing – Written December 1992 (Aged 17)
i will take you home all alone
you are the sweet body mover
the heart stung emotion soother
Fragments – Written December 1992 (Aged 17)
life is a distorted image
an image that will never change
life is just a sick practical joke
