Bond – (Originally Untitled) – March 2012

death has found us
and took –
one of our own
it has found a place
turned into a hovel and called it home

A Shattered Heart (Originally Untitled) – Sunday 4th March 2012 (Aged 37)

spending time with friends
massages,
a shattered heart
gathers,
up some of the torn parts

She Never Made it Home – Tuesday 29th March 2011

of course she –
never did text back
or come home
all the police could do
was find the signal of her phone

Rose Coloured Glasses – August 2012

death does not make people perfect
and rose coloured glasses
do nothing to disguise the tears
and there were many

I Do Not Mean to be in Such Pain – Written July 2012 (Aged 37)

and the pain is real, the hurt still sore
i do not mean to wallow
but in my emotional drunkeness
the grief is an easy light to follow

They Almost Tattoo My Eyes

it has turned to drought
all this is hard to take
smiling in the right places
is hard to fake

Words Can Fall Short – Tuesday 31st July 2012

i try to remember their face
the moments,
when a smile was there

If You Were Here – July 2012

If You Were Here if you were herei would tell you of this joband the flat and the life we … More

Mum, I Miss You…

Mum, I Miss you… mum, i miss you…in my memoryi scrutinise your facehoping to replace the image of death with … More

Rage and Anger My Pillow – July 2012

i listen
but it is different
i lie down
rage and anger my pillow