Joker – Written Thursday 23rd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i hurt people and i make mistakes
i do not mean to, i am just a human being
i am trying to juggle my life
trying to give it some meaning or depth

Built Up Thoughts – Written Wednesday 22nd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i always wanted to believe
but i fell into all this
and i was far too naïve
wonder, if i should leave

Dancefloor – Written March 1995 (Aged 20)

someone says,
i should stay
but i am scared to be here with you

I Do Not Know – Written Wednesday 22nd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i do know what is going on
i do not know –
whether i should stay
or whether i should go

Hype – Witten July 2021 (Aged 46)

Hype i have been – so many different – types of people in my life and we are all victims … More

We Need to Teach This – Written Monday 20th July 2021 (Aged 46)

they are vulnerable
and despite –
the physical attraction
it is vulnerability
that acts as the magnet

Things I Collect – Written Sunday 19th October 1995 (Aged 19)

tomorrow it will be over
and, it will be out of my system for good
i would burn your photo
but what would it achieve?

Who is At Fault – Written Sunday 19th February 1995 (Aged 19)

who is at fault?
you or i?
i was sure that it must be you
because i was not so shallow and immature
to let it easily fall through

Capital Letters – Written Monday 19th July 2021 (Aged 46)

you were there
when it mattered
when windows looked opaque
and when they were shattered

Can You Find People to Sing Along? – Written Monday 19th July 2021 (Aged 46)

you have to pull out symphony’s
and find concertos from people