Get Away – Written Wednesday 1st March 1995 (Aged 20)

get me away
and get me away from all this
the good times do not last
let me kiss goodbye to my past

Cycle – Written Tuesday 28th February 1995 (Aged 20)

it is not good –
turning back to what is gone for comfort
it can only offer memories
warms days from many years ago

Just a Child – Written Sunday 26th February 1995 (Aged 20)

when i saw you go away
inside,
my mind bled and my soul cried
somehow i knew
something had died

Everyone Is There – Written Saturday 25th February 1995 -Birthday! (Aged 20)

everyone says it will be okay
everyone says it is going to be alright
soon you will see the day
instead of this relentless night

Could You Imagine It? – Written Friday 24th February 1995 (Aged 19)

can you always make the best decisions –
when you are on your own
can you always get it right
without a little bit of friendly advice

So Many Times – Written Friday 24th February 1995 (Aged 19)

so many times –
i have wished i was someone else
so many times –
i have not wanted to be myself

Joker – Written Thursday 23rd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i hurt people and i make mistakes
i do not mean to, i am just a human being
i am trying to juggle my life
trying to give it some meaning or depth

Built Up Thoughts – Written Wednesday 22nd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i always wanted to believe
but i fell into all this
and i was far too naïve
wonder, if i should leave

Dancefloor – Written March 1995 (Aged 20)

someone says,
i should stay
but i am scared to be here with you

I Do Not Know – Written Wednesday 22nd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i do know what is going on
i do not know –
whether i should stay
or whether i should go