one,
where,
the doors do not open
and the windows –
have no adjustment
Tag: relationships
Here Today – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
Here Today i am here today and i want to know – what have you got to say to me … More
Leaving – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
they all say,
what did you say to her?
i remember i held your hand –
and i asked if you were happy
you smiled at me, and you said you were
why did you lie to me?
Shrapnel in My Hands – Written Friday 18th June 2021 (Aged 46)
there are bits of me
i do not understand
and sometimes my self esteem
feels like shrapnel in my hands
Slow Is The Kill – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)
i knew this would mess me up
but you are like a drug
i need to be out of my cage
i just need to be free
Pretend Girlfriend – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)
you speak with a voice
that no matter,
the words used,
does not mean anything
Love – Written June 2009 (Aged 34)
people want love
like they want coffee
instant and neatly poured
they hope it will set them free
if only they are adored
Long Way Down – Written June 2009 (Aged 34)
names are swiftly counted
no time to measure –
the distance of the fall
finding hate instead of pleasure
once you fall from the pedestal
Happy Ever After (Originally Untitled) – Written Friday 19th June 2009 (Aged 34)
i wish it could be different
i wish things could be
the, ‘ happy ever after’
that we all dream of
Something Needs to Change in My Garden (Originally Untitled) – Written Thursday 18th June 2009 (Aged 34)
something needs to change –
in my garden
something needs to change –
in me
stop the sea
turn back the tide
