i used to be me
and to be me –
used to be something new
now i am older
i feel kind of shot through
Tag: relationships
Everyone Is There – Written Saturday 25th February 1995 -Birthday! (Aged 20)
everyone says it will be okay
everyone says it is going to be alright
soon you will see the day
instead of this relentless night
Capital Letters – Written Monday 19th July 2021 (Aged 46)
you were there
when it mattered
when windows looked opaque
and when they were shattered
Two Human Beings – Written Thursday 1st July 2021 (Aged 46)
one,
where,
the doors do not open
and the windows –
have no adjustment
Here Today – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
Here Today i am here today and i want to know – what have you got to say to me … More
Leaving – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
they all say,
what did you say to her?
i remember i held your hand –
and i asked if you were happy
you smiled at me, and you said you were
why did you lie to me?
Shrapnel in My Hands – Written Friday 18th June 2021 (Aged 46)
there are bits of me
i do not understand
and sometimes my self esteem
feels like shrapnel in my hands
Slow Is The Kill – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)
i knew this would mess me up
but you are like a drug
i need to be out of my cage
i just need to be free
Pretend Girlfriend – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)
you speak with a voice
that no matter,
the words used,
does not mean anything
Love – Written June 2009 (Aged 34)
people want love
like they want coffee
instant and neatly poured
they hope it will set them free
if only they are adored
The Boy Behind The Glasses. Poetry and Writing 