Everyone Is There – Written Saturday 25th February 1995 -Birthday! (Aged 20)

everyone says it will be okay
everyone says it is going to be alright
soon you will see the day
instead of this relentless night

Could You Imagine It? – Written Friday 24th February 1995 (Aged 19)

can you always make the best decisions –
when you are on your own
can you always get it right
without a little bit of friendly advice

So Many Times – Written Friday 24th February 1995 (Aged 19)

so many times –
i have wished i was someone else
so many times –
i have not wanted to be myself

Joker – Written Thursday 23rd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i hurt people and i make mistakes
i do not mean to, i am just a human being
i am trying to juggle my life
trying to give it some meaning or depth

Built Up Thoughts – Written Wednesday 22nd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i always wanted to believe
but i fell into all this
and i was far too naïve
wonder, if i should leave

Dancefloor – Written March 1995 (Aged 20)

someone says,
i should stay
but i am scared to be here with you

I Do Not Know – Written Wednesday 22nd February 1995 (Aged 19)

i do know what is going on
i do not know –
whether i should stay
or whether i should go

Hype – Witten July 2021 (Aged 46)

Hype i have been – so many different – types of people in my life and we are all victims … More

We Need to Teach This – Written Monday 20th July 2021 (Aged 46)

they are vulnerable
and despite –
the physical attraction
it is vulnerability
that acts as the magnet

Things I Collect – Written Sunday 19th October 1995 (Aged 19)

tomorrow it will be over
and, it will be out of my system for good
i would burn your photo
but what would it achieve?