in a year i have turned my life on its head those established things – i have left them for dead how many relationships – are simply treading water? how many people actually have the courage – to stand up and ask questions? i am far from being a hero but let’s be honest – none of us are warmed by a big fat zero i opted out of treading water – i decided to chance my luck on open seas and I admit, it scares me half to death – having to face me But I feel alive – and my opinions now run free so many people claim – that their relationship is great so tell me, why do -all these people – with this self confessed perfection – look so damn bored and ride bicycles with buckled wheels and a lack of direction?