looking around at freaks like you
so laid back, i think it is untrue
i run around without any clue
always got my head in the sand
Category: Poems and Writing 1995
Reaching Out – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
we all need someone to believe in
we all want to know someone is there
because at the end of our day
we need to believe that someone cares
As The World Turns – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
freezing away in the sun
let us all work together
let us be a little naïve
and maybe things will be a little better
Should I Remain? – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
should i just act like myself
should i run and hide
be like somebody else
maybe i do not what it is
So Much Rain – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
i cannot help the way i am
depression cuts deep
starts eating away at my sleep
what is it i said to you
that made you turn me away
Rusted and Busted (Tattered and Torn)
i do not think –
children grow up anymore
i just think they are born
rusted and busted –
tattered and torn
Leaving – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
they all say,
what did you say to her?
i remember i held your hand –
and i asked if you were happy
you smiled at me, and you said you were
why did you lie to me?
Has it Happened – Written Saturday 11th February 1995 (Aged 19)
i am scared, i am in pain
you are not there anymore
you have gotten off the ghost train
you did not even get away
Thanks – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
thanks for hurting me
thanks for letting me forget it all
thanks for lying to me
thanks for letting me look a fool
I Cannot Sleep – Written Between January and June 1995 (Aged 20)
cannot sleep tonight
staring out of the window
just see the stars shining bright
and in this nighttime glow
