i am walking towards stephanie
an angel to hold me tight
Category: Poems February 1995
Need You – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i can never have enough of you
i never needed anyone
as much as i need you
do not ever leave me
Clues – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i wonder about it all
like everyone before me
a childhood bought from the reject bin
all those things
can you ever make it good
Could Have Done Without the Depression – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i am not longer interested –
in my ideals
and now it is hard to get excited
about the way i feel
Time to Go – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
look inside my eyes
what do you see?
someone else, or is it the real me
here are the keys, set me free
from intolerance and shifting sands
Family Way – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
someone made her tummy grow
seems like she is in the family way
she will be out soon
thinking of yesterday
Nearly Over – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
do not cry, it is all over
i still love you
do not cry, not now my child
it has been a long time
since i held you tight
but it is alright, it is over
Something That Happened to Me – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
you change from a vantage point
but that is my naivety
my own, my own inbuilt instability
so junked from reality
a hanger on of our modern society
Remembrance – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
lazy days almost gone
but we have been about
since the time when we were you
can you ever work all this out?
it is a board game and i am bored
We Are Back – Written Between February and June 1995 (Aged 20)
i would not let you forget
i would not have left you to die –
in a self pitying abyss
i would have given you everything –
only the best gifts
