it is so very frustrating
because I can see loneliness in you
and I know it is in me
I understand a little of why you do what you do
although that is no excuse really
Lost You (originally untitled) – March or April 1998
I finally lost you
I could think about it all night
but if I do not shut my eyes tight
and I do not remember you
I may just forget
I lost a best friend
More Sketches of Unfinished Ideas – March or April 1998
distractions seems to be attractions
but I can’t fit in
not where i’d like
and it’s your space
don’t wipw that smile off my face
(Blanket) Actions Speak Louder Than Words – Monday 23rd March 1998
I would like to meet that person
the one that does not exist
only in the imagination
where reality is not real
give me a blanket
to keep out the cold
Apology Accepted – April 1998
apology taken
but if I am not mistaken
you found it difficult to talk to me
that is my responsibility
A Sad Lament – Tuesday 7th April 1998
some parents
just should not be parents
to the welfare of their children
they remain indifferent
just could not care less
Unfinished Piece – April 1998
each of us to our own
only glory will save our heads
only dreams will be dreamt
beneath the creases of the duvet on your bed
I Need no Tribute – March or April 1998
I need no tribute
or big brass bands
I need no final card game
where I am dealt the perfect hand
Standing in Line (originally untitled) – March 1998
I was standing in line
with my conception
I just cannot go on with the dream anymore
More Doodles and Unfinished pieces – March 1998
I miss you so much
the poet who I never knew
but without i’m not sure about me
