i watch what you are doing
will you not tell me, what is it about
you love them and leave them
just to live in a dream
a real downtrodden sweetheart

i never meant to cause you harm
i do not know why i slept –
with the pinnacle of teenage culture
because now i am hurt

will i ever learn?
now, i have got to dig deep
to keep myself in check
putting what we had, to sleep

To Myself she did not know what to do she could not sit down and talk and though she said … More

i do not know where i am going
or where i am coming from
all i know is that my mind is shot
and my feelings are gone
i want to go outside and die in the road

once the man was a seed
and a seed grows into a flower
soon the flower bloomed
just before it was too late
suddenly everything was beautiful

i am young and in a way, strange
in a way i am naïve
but i need, need so much
can the world and its things
ever be enough

phone numbers and names
in my memory
lost loves,
and lost causes
that i can see