i have no control
she says everything
i have nothing left to say
she always leads the way
she always knows what to do

you are never going to change me
the only person,
who will ever change me
is myself, and nobody else

i seem to have gone through so much
and now the world, she is cold
it does not really matter
not, it really does not matter
because i am always on my own

come back
it is alright
really alright
make it to the morning
and you will have survived the night

i could have been a friend
to them all
i would been –
what they want me to be
but is it a nightmare or a dream

you asked me,
do i write about you
this is ink proof that i do,
but what can i say
i never see you from day to day

do not cry forever
i am here if you need me
strip-down, tumble reality, it crash lands
the dream of insanity
who does have our future in their hands

you just cannot forget
it is a murky world
where rivers run dirty
and the information –
drifts away

i could make you a thought
to plant inside your head
and it would grow so high
as long as it was well fed
and you did not let it die

when i was eight
i was told to grow and wait
i was told,
it would all come to me
and that life was perfect
so damn happy…