I Try to Cry More – Written Tuesday 27th December 2011 (Aged 36)

but a determined pragmatic approach
has quickly encroached
and it has decided to stay
but it does not mean the pain goes away

Losing Mum – Written Tuesday 27th December 2011 (Aged 36)

no more
and so far –
i cry in moments –
that others do not see

It Is Time For Another Day – Written Monday 23rd August 2021 (Aged 46)

my father’s ashes float away
we move,
to a different day
and perhaps, a different way

Fruit Turns Bad – Written Friday 29th May 2009 (Aged 34)

marriage starts out as one thing
then becomes another
we used to be best friends
we used to be passionate lovers

Wherever You Are – Written January 2012 (Aged 36)

Wherever You Are you are not forgotten where you are talking, as if you are here but you are not … More

Not Really – Written January 2012 (Aged 36)

i say i am
because,
the world keeps on moving
and how can people understand
and,

A Smile and a Piece of Cake – Written January 2012 (Aged 36)

has she really gone?
or did we just dream it?
is this real?
how can my heart be torn out
my thoughts be so unreal

Time Reminds Me – Written January 2012 (Aged 36)

time reminds me
of space
of loss
of a face

Cancer – Written January 2012 (Aged 36)

i look at dates in november
and though i know she was ill
she was still alive,
still mum
still with us

My Brain Has Gone Into Its Safety Mode – Written January 2012 (Aged 46)

hat my brain
has gone into its safety mode
having experienced –
the worst kind of road