i feel numb
and i feel scared
excited –
yet somehow not prepared
Tag: poems
There Are Those Who Do Not Like to be Confronted (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 1st May 2006 (Aged 31)
there are those –
who do not like to be confronted
who do not like people –
to express opinions
particularly when they express themselves
Guilt (Originally Untitled) – Written Monday 15th May 2006 (Aged 31)
and i do feel shame
despite what some people are told
i am not the picture painted
then how could they know
when we have never been acquainted
This is Me – Written May 2006 (Aged 31)
this is me,
here in ink
beautifully flawed
and destined to think
Claim to Care (Originally Untitled) – Written Wednesday 11th January 2006
pretend they have a heart of gold
but in truth, they are not able
they long to join in
they long to portray an image
but they lack the capacity of feeling
Caught My Eye – Written Wednesday 11th January 2006 (Aged 30)
they caught my eye
and i am not sure why
beauty is only skin deep
but that is not true
it is box of secrets that you keep
Difficult – Written Wednesday 11th January 2006 (Aged 30)
it is difficult
it is sometimes strange
you hold me once again
i should know better
by the rule of the letter
Your Delusional Disorder (Originally Untitled) – Written Thursday 7th September 2006 (Aged 31)
i wonder what you are doing now
do you have any idea –
of the cell you put me in
when you self diagnosed me with autism
refusing to listen to my defence
What Became of Me? – Written 4th January 2006 (Aged 30)
beanbag toys
just like, many other boys
looking back
to far off days
six weeks of holiday,
lost in a summer haze
Deep Inside – Written Wednesday 4th January 2006 (Aged 30)
i looked at them
with hair held high
i thought about the past
and then i let out a sigh
if only i had been wiser
if only i had tried
The Boy Behind The Glasses. Poetry and Writing 