Sharing
i am not used to not being me
i am not used to compromising
i have always lived selfishly
always thought,
it was a self born right
it was not taught
but because i could not sleep at night
it was the belief i bought
but the loneliness was its cost
and loneliness was never sought
i am not used to not being me
to extending,
this self built, often flimsy reality
this self contained dome
that appeared so remote
and barely connected to the telephone
i hope i will not sink
and that i will continue to float
James Garratt – Tuesday 16th July 2002
More poems at
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https://theboybehindtheglasses.com/2020/01/08/the-boy-behind-the-glasses-an-introduction/
More poems from 2002 here
https://theboybehindtheglasses.com/category/poems-and-writing-2002/
Sharing – Written Tuesday 16th July 2002 (Aged 27)
