you asked me,
do i write about you
this is ink proof that i do,
but what can i say
i never see you from day to day

do not cry forever
i am here if you need me
strip-down, tumble reality, it crash lands
the dream of insanity
who does have our future in their hands

you just cannot forget
it is a murky world
where rivers run dirty
and the information –
drifts away

i could make you a thought
to plant inside your head
and it would grow so high
as long as it was well fed
and you did not let it die

when i was eight
i was told to grow and wait
i was told,
it would all come to me
and that life was perfect
so damn happy…

i watch what you are doing
will you not tell me, what is it about
you love them and leave them
just to live in a dream
a real downtrodden sweetheart

i never meant to cause you harm
i do not know why i slept –
with the pinnacle of teenage culture
because now i am hurt

will i ever learn?
now, i have got to dig deep
to keep myself in check
putting what we had, to sleep

To Myself she did not know what to do she could not sit down and talk and though she said … More