let’s wake up
tangled in duvets and sheets
feeling the sunlight
upon our feet

i saw your picture with someone else
how i used to feel you
but i had to let it go
feelings never subsided
and now… i will never know

when legs can run no more
when you sit back
and when you sigh
when imagination finally –
stops trying to fly

this is a hard choice
comfort found,
in your own voice
your own arms
have to hold you

much harder to love…
and running around
with my begging bowl
asking others to fill it
is just madness

i am wondering
if trains of thought
will carry me away
to more –
fanciful destinations