when people are young
when people are starting out
what they need least of all
is people judging them
people make mistakes
especially when you are young
How? – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
your people skills are out to sea
you are at the quayside
without a tugboat of honesty
you constantly fall over
the ridgeways of your own fragility
Saviour Complex – Written Tuesday 21st November 2006 (Aged 31)
saviour complex
blindly stumbling around
till a need is found
or a need,
is forced upon someone
Abandonment and Rejection – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
it is there,
the abandonment
the rejection and the hurt
all the guilt shouldered
Some People Love Me – Written Tuesday 21st November 2006 (aged 31)
some people hate me
and think they know the truth
they stage a one person protest
from the top of their lonely roofs
but no one listens as their dew drops –
fail to glisten
Somehow Somewhere – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
somehow,
somewhere,
to the early days of pornography
to dreams of vanished celebrity
and then into a calypso reality where i have remained
Strangled By Youthful Assumptions – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
now i cannot function
derailed as i am at the crucial junction
confusion and illusion
strangled by youthful assumptions
This Life – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
we had fun
i thought you loved me
okay, i was right
it was past tense
and now, fuck this life
A Winning Smile – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
i was not given a set of skills
to make the world bow down at my feet
or to pay me lots of money
and make my riches complete
I Knew I Would Be Found Out One Day – Written November 2006 (Aged 31)
I Knew I Would Be Found Out One Day i knew i would be found out one day once they…
