every day is a bonus
i told you that everyday
that is all it is, a bonus
and it should be lived accordingly

i did not leave you for anybody else
i left for no beauty
i left you for myself
nobody, just myself

get down
get up
a never ending circle
where you can chase your own tail

in these lonely days –
that force us –
to count the hours

lost out
but caught in the lights –
that dazzle us all

because i dreamt in reality
and windswept, i barely slept
then i split from my sanity
before i was finally laid to rest