loving you is easy,
it’s everything i hoped for
it will not compensate for childhood
but compensation is for the future

i will be down
it’s just an act,
of a well played scene
its not really fact

love does not grow on trees
it is not done manually by hand
or found in well worn knees
it’s not found in immaturity

forget it all
life’s bitter sweet element of surprise
what you look for,
you rarely find