i may not have the looks to match my confidence but i do care if you do not like my looks i will criticise what you wear and point out, you are not that great if you say i am over defensive i will shout that i am not from behind my soft wall of protection i i disappoint you in any way do not feel hurt because no matter how bad it seems i disappointed myself first if i do not fit in this place or sit at the one you laid out for me i will make no excuses if it seems you have cooked cordon bleu and if i eat with my hands then i will try to understand i may not have your favourite looks and believe me, any name you are thinking of i have heard them all that is what happens to you vocabulary when you are bullied when you are small i one thing everyone needs but i have lost it and i cannot find it that is why parts still bleed
