something feels…
strange…
i put my parents back in their box
One Extreme To Another – Written Monday 30th June 1997 (Aged 22)
a track record of despair
and i was the child –
in the playground –
who just wanted someone there
Laughing Stock – Written Thursday 14th October 2021 (Aged 46)
am i a question mark
or just a laughing stock
if others are the guillotine
am i just the block?
As Fingers Slowly Trace – Written Monday June 20th 1997 (Aged 22)
as fingers slowly trace
it is the future i face
it is not in her eyes
that is where i will die
Close Again – Written Thursday 14th October 2021 (Aged 46)
last night,
i dreamt we were friends again
that we were close again
I Believed You – Written Sunday 29th June 1997 (Aged 22)
i really did believe you
when you laughed at my jokes
and when you said no one understood
that i was the only one who really did
Memory Bag – Written Wednesday 13th October 2021 (Aged 46)
Memory Bag why did – i choose to pack my memory bag and head back – over my life, why…
Feel a Little Pain Like Me – Written June 1997 (Aged 22)
i am trying to be okay
but people live in my way
i have washed up on life’s shore
The Present Illusion – Written Wednesday 13th October 2021 (Aged 46)
The Present Illusion living in the present allows us – to be magicians and create illusions as if the past…
Make Me Up – Written Sunday 29th June 1997 (Aged 22)
make me up
wake me up
it looks like rain
but that’s just one view
