A World Was In Waiting – Written January 2012 (Aged 36)

i think of the child she will never hold
never see grow
there was a world in waiting
a world i wanted to share
there was so much ahead

When Do I Say Goodbye – Written Sunday 1st January 2012 (Aged 36)

my sadness roams around my rooms
we try to smile,
but we know the end is coming soon

The Love of Books – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

The Love of Books tubes, feeds, drips and, ‘i’m sorry’ sleepless nights – sickness and worries and losing – the … More

Under a Shadow – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

i have forgotten –
what it is like –
to not live under this shadow

With My Back Against a Door – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

i am slumped in an aisle
with my back against a door
i want to get off
but there is no emergency chord

Go Peacefully – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

watching you suffer
is the hardest
that suffering –
makes a grab for my heart

Forever – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

when in fact –
it had a due date
signed and sealed

We Pretend So Hard – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

she is fragile
she is weak
her wasted
she struggles to speak

No More Suffering – Written December 2011 (Aged 36)

No More Suffering do not let her suffer make the exist swift make the last part so much less painful … More

Slowly The Lights Are Being Turned Off – Written Tuesday 27th December 2011 (Aged 36)

you have always been mum
and my love is no less
but dizzy expectation and grandiose heights
now depart –
and slowly, they turn off the lights