I Am Not Perfect (First Version) i am not perfect but this is my life and it is where i … More

when it comes to what is normal
but your social awkwardness
uncompassionate ways
somehow steal the sunshine

that put others on trial
with her socially awkward stance
and listless hate
she will perfect the friendless dance
and sup bottles of madness by the crate

and i know of the things –
that swirl inside
but the love i should have given
just broke down
perhaps it was never driven

Miracle this life has taken turns the kind, i could have never imagined i figure my imagination it needs more … More

you cuddle up
with your head on my lap
i stroke your hair
and wonder if there is a way back