a sense of contradiction
clings to their brain
childhood hands out certificates
leaving you an expert in pain
Tag: emotions
How The Truth Got Here – Written Friday 20th August 2021 (Aged 46)
and no one –
will understand how i feel
the relationships i had
perhaps it was never real
perhaps that is why i never called him dad
A Self Contained Apartment – Written Wednesday 18th August 2021 (Aged 46)
not different
or special
or even aloof
just self contained
Keep Me Warm – Written Wednesday 18th August 2021 (Aged 46)
i am never as stable as i want to be
what did –
my parents build me upon
was it every sad song
that they had heard
Broad Shoulders – Written Thursday 12th August 2021 (Aged 46)
my parents generation spoke in sayings
and would talk about broad shoulders
but all those sayings
do not mean anything any more
People Do Not Want to Hear Truths – Written August 2021 (Aged 46)
do not –
offer them truths
or latter day horror stories
give them a love story
Pull Triggers – Written Tuesday 10th August 2021 (Aged 46)
to delve,
deep into myself
and block up the entrance
is a destructive trait
it is a dangerous state
Social Perfection is a Lie – Written Saturday 7th August 2021 (Aged 46)
do people reinforce negatives
because,
a position of defence
causes less offence
or maybe
it is just a white flag held aloft
Share a Sixpence – Written Friday 6th August 2021 (Aged 46)
keep out the draft
be like –
the very best paperchains
do not shed –
hopeless paper tears
Hypocrite – Written March 1995 (Aged 20)
they say i am unstable
and then, someone with an attitude
gives me the wrong label
their opinions are probably not that wrong
and most likely probably right
