Everyone Is There – Written Saturday 25th February 1995 -Birthday! (Aged 20)

everyone says it will be okay
everyone says it is going to be alright
soon you will see the day
instead of this relentless night

Who is At Fault – Written Sunday 19th February 1995 (Aged 19)

who is at fault?
you or i?
i was sure that it must be you
because i was not so shallow and immature
to let it easily fall through

Ten Second Silence – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)

as soon as they ask your name
i know you are
i remember the pain
i know who is there

Here Today – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)

Here Today i am here today and i want to know – what have you got to say to me … More

If I Knew – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

ships sail in the distance
our paths cross in the night
but no one can make sense
of this mess i am in

Understanding What You See – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

then she rings and i have got –
a telephone stuck on my ear
and she shows me that i am child
full of innocence and fear

Taking a Match – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

not when i was young
i just took it for granted
and when i see my father cry
respect is all i ever wanted

Happy Memories – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

the people have gone
the people i used to know
and where the memories –
no longer show

So Much – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

there is a world behind my eyes
where things live,
and where things die
it is where the stalker lies

Years – Written Approx. Late 1993 or January 1994 (Aged 18)

and i am getting out alive
rather than dead
it is hard to find the time to survive
when you have got strange things in your head