the immaturity and the games
the lies and the bullying
your munchausen syndrome
all of it, all of it leaves me feeling so alone

do you have mirrors?
i only ask,
in case you have hidden them

please do not presume
to tell me how it was
when i was a child
after all you were not there

the irrationality
and power of my anger
i want you to suffer
just like,
i am suffering now

i want to be held
i want to be held,
by those that love me
and their loving arms

why did you do this
why did you
why did you want to
why did you betray me

you broke my heart
a searing pain inside
no metaphor or simile
and no quick reference from the dictionary
none of those will do

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but i can tell you that you are ignorant
an ignorant fool,
a lonely, abused child,
who made no friends at school

you must have known,
how much you had hurt me
and how much you had humiliated me