i rejected their thoughts
i rejected the idea,
that i am akin to my father
i rejected that

i was not a rejected child
but i understand,
what it means,
not to be part of the family narrative

it never looked –
anything less –
than clumsy
as it tried –
to connect

i am the constant threat
to a world,
that reeks of death

sometimes we do it when we are lost
we mistake people for maps
and when we are thirsty,
for a tap,

Wear His Clothes the problem – is – i had – to wear his clothes and they – could never … More

i know,
they will never have to deal,
with that i will have to do
could they face it?

the ups and downs in life
can be seen as failure
perhaps when you build a castle
you may be king and queen

it takes confidence to say you are not
to say i had it there but now it’s forgot
it take courage to put your hand up
and say,
i am not coping