i have not dealt with it
i have put it to one side
in fact,
i have kept it all inside
A Chance Meeting – Written Sunday 23rd May 1999 (Aged 24)
maria is a ghost
one that has come to haunt me
a surreal memory
from a surreal time
Recollection – Written Sunday 23rd May 1999 (Aged 24)
did you want me?
my effort,
well it has been minimal
my message,
always subliminal
Daily Conversation (The Office) – Written Sunday 23rd May 1999 (Aged 24)
counting the dull minutes
on a dull,
digital screen
it is the digital age
but can you hear my human scream?
The Desire – Written Thursday 20th May 1999 (Aged 24)
and it is that hungry heart
the one that desires a rhythm section
to sing along
and accompany its beat
Plenty – Written Thursday 20th May 1999 (Aged 24)
plenty of, ‘keep me warm’
plenty of good times
plenty to to borrow
plenty of this and that
Roller Coasters and Carousels: The Boy Behind the Glasses July 21 Update
Does that mean there is no fun in it, no of course not, amongst the writing I find parts of me that surprise, poems which I suddenly remember writing or have a significance. I also find bits of me that are unexpected, some determinations and awareness, on occasion some emotional intelligence.
Litany – Written Wednesday 19th May 1999 (Aged 24)
could you be close tonight
just be close, my guardian angel
be close, you portal of light
my guiding sprite
my unseen watcher
Cedar Trees – Written Wednesday 19th May 1999 (Aged 24)
and so much history is lost or destroyed
so much myth employed
i read about the nephilim
and about the pale angels
who walked this earth
Seven Hours – Written Wednesday 19th May 1999 (Aged 24)
seven hours a day
with a break at one
dreams delude me with what they say
i am only young
so why do i feel this way
