i do not want to be a factory reject one that easily falls apart
but i know i am not the best
and that i am quite fragile
after all, just look at my heart
Tag: writing
Ghostly – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
i said, what does that mean to me
as my waiting thoughts moved slowly
her memory tipped over the edge
and became so ghostly
Looking Up – Written Saturday 18th February 1995 (Aged 19)
i want to do so many things
and life is looking up
surely it can only get better
i cannot get enough
Tomorrow – Written Saturday 18th February 1995 (Aged 19)
it is that hope,
the hope that tomorrow brings
that keeps me going
the ever present never knowing
Special Friend – Written Friday 17th February 1995 (Aged 19)
just a part of my life
always there,
to give me direction
an extra line of sight
True Feelings – Written Friday 17th February 1995 (Aged 19)
i wonder if it feels the same –
as being used
because that is what you have done
if you want to pretend to be an adult
you cannot use the excuse that you are only young –
Day Dreamt Eyes – Written Friday 17th February 1995 (Aged 19)
through day dreamt eyes
as fantasy creeps in and reality dies
just let me dream
i was happy just to watch the world go by
Sometime Today (Part 2) – Written Friday 17th February 1995 (Aged 19)
sometime today
i watched madmen clean the streets
with doleful eyes
i wondered if all this was for keeps
Sometime Today (Part 1) – Written Friday 17th February 1995 (Aged 19)
please do not say my name
i do not understand
i am trying work fast
to get my life back together
Ten Second Silence – Written February 1995 (Aged 19)
as soon as they ask your name
i know you are
i remember the pain
i know who is there
